The feelins of pain...

I was left behind by a cruel some1. That's the day darkness overcome my world. Everydae aft tat say, was juz me alone facing all the pain. No one knows, no one can feel. I felt that i have grown old or mayb bored of life like tis.

I gave all i had, i did more than wat was expected. And did any1 ever know how sad i was, how angry i was. I was the saddest person in the world when u left me, i was the angriest person in the world wen u cheated me...all becoz u meant alot to me. Why do u hav to do tis?

Never say its my fault becoz in my heart i know and i'm sure i had never let u down. And u shld know very well tat i will never let u down. I cried every nite hopin for a chance back together. I want u back but will everything be the same again?...

But my last words are 'I love u' complete wit hints of hatred...
Sorry that we oni have the destiny to meet but no longer have the fate to be together...
And to conclude...i'll be ther for u be it frens or lovers, take care coz i care...

Ade note:
now now... tats how i felt in the past...2 plus/ 3 yrs back... now i oni hate tat person...reali nv wan to see tat face again..so the last paragraph dun belong to me any more~ lets juz tk it as bad luck, worst fate, worst experience in life bahx...becoz some1 better will come along each time... juz like who i hav now...[she's the one]...as long as u are willin to move on...life will be better... and of coz...aft bein cheated, ditched or watever...we tend to become cruel ourselves..lookin fer revenge...but think again...why hurt others wen u noe tat the pain is unbearable urself...y not make the world a better place to be... dun be selfish!...

-->and K... if u see tis... get mad at me, scream or watever...but i'm stil goin to say wat i have to say! revenge never ends! and in the end... its u who will get hurt all over again... juz like me... i nv wan to see another person in the path i once taken...