yea got back home and came online... since my dad is talkin on the phone... wif granny... oh well suppose to call 'her'... well later bahx... juz got upset wif dad yest. so cant bother to talk much wif him anyway... who noes wat will he say me again... hmmm... juz now go drivin centre got tat hell instructor again... w/o him sayin rubbish i did drive beter...wat the hell... or mayb i juz aint in the rite to drive todae... i act. noe wat i muz do and didnt do it... and tis goes fer 'her' too...becoz 'she's' sick... i didnt noe til shion told me so... i called, hp was off...no1 picked up the hse phone either... den called a few more times... cant get thru...finally get thru den dunoe wat happen 'she' put down the call... aft which i didnt feel like havin anythg to do wif my hp... got call frm 'her' wen i ans... it was hung up..and i didnt call back... wats up!... argh... dunoe... and i noe was suppose to go down find 'her' mayb 'she' wanted me to go down find her... but i cant... i will if time allows, i will if i can afford to pay fer my cab fare to and fro...furthermore, sis was wif me... she noe how 'cant be bother' was i todae... definitely no good... am i the oni person to get all tis kind of mood... sometimes i wish i was all alone... all alone so tat i can dun bother abt others i care... and tat i wont think back abt y i cant be bothered... haikx... prob. think i am crazii huhx... oh well.. yes i suppose so dun try puttin me in IMH.. the doctors ther might not handle me well enuf... they prob. becum patients of IMH itself... who noes... sometimes its a miracle my sis n azreen are the ones who hav been wif me til now tat haven turn bonkers...somedae they shld get an award... hmm mayb chocolate frm me bahz... oh well..beter den nothin izint it!...and then aft all tis gotta upload pix fer sis... finally she found cable fer the digital camera... and well [to 'her'] like i say i noe sayin sori was useless... i oni said it once the time u call me... and i told u i reali dun1 my mum to get say by my dad... she helped me yest. and not juz yest. hope ya understand...sometimes dad is juz unreasonable...maybe me too.. prob. in the genes...

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