Tuesday, June 29, 2004

well..

todae... slept til quite late... den cant seems to get enuf slp... lolx...again... hmmx... den go sch fer lec. then home then go out to bbdc... den go cck wif sis...make her ezlink card...den go sunshine place...cut hair...haha...erm... alrite larx the hair cut...well todae's quite short... not much activity... juz finish chattin wif my best fren... hehex...alrite tml goin watch spiderman2 wif 'her'..tats all...

shortstorysimple.adel

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Monday, June 28, 2004

1st dae of sch...

... woke up ard 9am... stil slply lehx... well tis week no tut. oni lecture n IS lessons... so at least todae no need go fer 9am tut class... or else mux wake up at 7.30am... think i wil pengz bahx... and todae in Tourism Marketing lec... the lecturer told us abt the trip... we might be goin hongkong... hehex... [but den might be goin ard my bday... so mayb bday at H.K??...hmmmx...] and of coz know a cute guy to be our lecturer fer Hospitality Management... he happens to be tutor fer 2 of our classes too... so today the day ends ard 3pm... coz the lecture was kinda short... hmmm goin out soon... meetin my dad fer stuffs... so tats pretty all fer todae bahz...

firstdaeatsch.prettysleepyadel

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Sunday, June 27, 2004

todae...

woke up ard 8 plus to 9am... super... dun seems to have enuf slp... o_O"... havin panda eyes liao~... well now haven have breakfast yet... later den eat... i hungry liaox... aft tis... hahax... bro's fren goin out wif us... hmmm... now they playin ps game... well i stil busy typin... well got online to print my class timetable oso... if not tml how i noe wat time to go sch... haha... hope i dun overslept ahz... wonder who the hell wil be in the class... new class... at least i noe 2pple same class as me so far... cheeseong and jamie... well so far fer now... gtg... laterx...

mornin.adel

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26/06

again... no time write... hahax... well... yest slept til noon like tat.... den slack til 6 plus den get ready to go out... well to meet 'her'... met her around 8pm... 'she' late again bahx... i stil tot me n my sis going to be late... coz stuck at traffic jam... anyway... went topshop suppose to change 'her' top... but den she cant find den walk out liaox... very "funy"... we cld hav help 'her' find... or mayb 'she' can find other shirt instead... anyway nvm... den went to isetan change 'her' stuff... coz buy wrong stuff... den hereen we went... she n my sis kinda weird though... duno how to say sia~... den we eat... though me n my sis taken dinner already...

oh yar..b4 eat went to find Ian, sis pts~ cute larx... hahax ;)... we were eating halfway...ard 9plus...Ian off work den come find us all... well den 'she' wanted to watch movie... i dun1... worst is 'she' says - "if dun1 to watch movie... den wat fer come out todae?... waste my time..." wat the hell rite~... i already say i dun1 watch le... anyway i cant go home tat late everydae... think~ not nice to get scoldin kz... 'she' kinda insisted... den we reach P.S... expected larx... situation turns bad... stil can call pple... den walk away aft ignorin my sis... wen my sis go find her... tellin her we r goin home... nothing to say sia... and so super 'paiseh'~ Ian was with us... but den Ian send us to the bus-stop... and waited fer the bus wif us... and the bus took 'forever' to come... like 30minx... damn...

on the bus on the bus... den reach our area... sis say 1 go drink n eat something... so off we went to the 24hrs coffeeshop... hmmm... eat again!... super sia... startin to look like pig liaoz... eeekkkx~... lolx... not funny... hmmm... den calls start to come... frm who else... house larx... borin... coz 27/06 [todae] suppose to go out early... oh yea early!... den aft everything... at the 24hrs... we walked home...

wen we walk out of block 131... saw a car... 'her' dad's car... kinda shocked... 'she' was wif shion... den me n sis got on the car... "out of sudden"... decide to drive to kelvin's hse coz shion wanted to find him nohx... den reach kelvin's area... den shion n my sis... went look fer kelvin... leavin me n 'her' in the car...

well kinda funy... we stil at 'cold war' supposely... den 'she' say "wat shit" again... other den tis wat 'she' noe to say ne... pengz... [skip the rubbish...]... den 'she' suddenly pass me something like a "cd"... i stil tot wat it was... open to find its the swatch ring i wanted~... wat more can i say... how can i be angry anymore... lolx... hmmm now i seem quite easy to satisfy huhx... ur head ahx... haiya... super long post liaox... well end... coz we went home liaox... end of day...

cantbelievewathappen.nthtosaybyadel

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Friday, June 25, 2004

Its it...

Because of the peppermint honey...
All the way down to serangoon...
I didnt get to meet u stil...
Juz because u were unavailable...
But its okie...
Though sick and tired...
You stil drove down wit ur frens...
Late at night to a "weird" place...
-Under my void deck...
You got ur peppermint honey...
I got my chance to see u for the first time...
We didnt talk much though...
Then tat very first meetin ended...
Pretty soon that is...
Then to our first movie...
Til todae...
I treasure the time that we passed...
And of coz you...
To our 1st month we toast...

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Thursday, June 24, 2004

in de mornin...

well mornin all~... woke up ard 8am... cant slp any further... or i definitely goin to hav serious headache liaox... last nite... ard 8plus or 9 sleep le... coz i sick... havin the headache n feelin the feverish heat.... not cool...eeekkk.... but i guess i am gettin beter now?... though my nose isnt functionin well... kinda sux.... haix... full of complains in the mornin huhx... well juz bear wif me mahx... hehex... well later 'she' comin find me... erm dunoe 'she' can wake up not?... 'she' say she can de... so hope so worx... alrite i end here...

againstthefludevilandelse.sicksicksickadel

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Wednesday, June 23, 2004

gettin sick...

haix... mornin wake up den my nose runnin like tap liaox... boring... last nite already nose block... sick sia~... tml better not like tat... well now abt to rain... stil duno wil reali rain or not... hmm... wat am i talkin... think i becumin mind block too...lolx... *ah chooo choo chooooo..* o_O"

sickeninnose.runninlikethetap

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Tuesday, June 22, 2004

hmmm...

2more days to drivin test... wish me luck man... hehex... mornin went out to meet 'her' noh.. den went bbdc fer revision... well tats fer the dae... act. suppose to meet her again aft revision... but cant lei... hmmm... den nth liaoz... tats fer the dae... hmmm...

allfernow.adelborededededed

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Sunday, June 20, 2004

afternoon....goin evenin....

well well...juz finished readin 'her' journal... dear ah... sori if u think tat i'm too sensitive or too insensitive at times... mayb i am one weird human being who cant act. noe how i feel... mayb i juz seems to get upset easily becoz of u... or sometimes cant seems to bother... well u shld noe i care abt u oso izitnt it?... at least we hav been tellin each other how we feel... or i guess things wld hav prob. gone reali bad by now... hmmm... tats wat i reckon wat both of us dun wish to happen... rite?... yea u oways say 'i love u'... sometimes i do think its not serious... but u reassure me though so i understand...becoz i believe u kx... hehex... *hugz*...

and wat hav i been up to the whole afternoon aft lunch.... playin gunbound noh... since my sis use phone... might as well play game... and quite happy coz i won quite some battles haha :P but den now i gonna end here... coz its my bro turn to play the game!... hmmm... miss 'her'... i hope 'she' noes...

nahs not goin out fer fathers' dae dinner or wat... coz mum'z workin... so dad decided to juz buy food back fer us... yup tat's all fer now...

laterlater.adelnher

___@|*d3*|iNg___|5:45 PM|

pigging dae...

well simply coz its a sundae...hahax... well juz wake up not long and hav lunch... wake up saw 'her' msg... seems to doubt me by writin the poem...
well i wanna say:

-Dun doubt me when u say u will trust me
-Dun question my answer when u say u trust me
-Dun ask for another answer when u trust me
-Dun doubt me because I need that trust
-Never doubt me, trust me
-Esp. when trust is important in r/s

oh and i almost forget its fathers' day todae haha...kinda bad we didnt get anything fer dad... but dad reminded not to get anything fer him... anyway u noe its hard to get something dad likes...hmm so i guess juz keep it simple huhx... as long as we dun make him angry todae... it shld be ok bahxz..hahaz...well end here...

sundaepiggingdae.trustadel.

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Saturday, June 19, 2004

its a sat dae...

hmmm ard 3+am den slp.... ard 10am sis wake me up go eat breakfast at long john..but i cant wake up so slp again...den she wake me up at 12+noon again...pengz..becoz she wan to go meet K, buy her lunch n tat... anyway bro went wit us... he cute todae lehx lolx... though he oways cute...hmmm... o_O" hahax... den aft queensway find K... we went town eat pasta... saw another fren of sis... den go meridien shoppin centre play game... gunbound... coz bro complain leg pain... den our parents havent reach town oso... damn i nearly kill a axe ranked player and den time's up... pengs~ den parents reached town liaoz so go find them at plaza sing. wanted to eat dinner de... den me sis n bro still full coz we oni eat ard 3+pm... so go carrefour instead buy some stuff nohx... den home we head... finally home... oh and of coz i got go and c the black leather ring at swatch... nice siaz... den i came across another ring... silver bahx... can put the date of any dae... hmmm 4nos. to make up the ring..pretty cool... stil like the one i wanted... savin up~ wanna get it b4 my bdae hehex...

itsanothersaturdae.adel

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Friday, June 18, 2004

wat the hell...

mornin was pleasant went out wif sis n fren... super early wake up noh... tot of goin out shoppin later...but den decided to go home instead... very tired larx...so tired tat i juz wake up ne... lolx [frm afternoon nap...which i usually dun hav 1...]...

...and one thing sms some1... and tat some1 duno wats up sia~ cant be bothered to at least send one sms to me oso... if u cant be bothered den i oso can k... dun tell me its because u think i dun like u or u cant feel i like u larx... u asked sat can meet not... tell u not confirm cause i might be goin out le wat... ask u go u oso dun1... wats up wats up... oh well mayb i am juz used to single... cause i feel 'tied up' now liaoz... super wan lehx... i shldnt even think abt u sms...wats the point sia... mayb shld juz 4get it le... dun tell me its because of cant meet den angry... or tat u think i dun care... u noe very well too... meetin or not is not a big issue can... at least to me...

if one has another in heart... to meet or not makes no difference... one will has the image of the liked one in their head...
...now u might think tis is rubbish again... but wat the hell... its my way of thinkin... angry sia... [some1 gonna say i attitude again... who's havin it too...]...
never want it ur way... cause it doesnt work on me... ME!... aft all i guess in a r/s is not fer me... i shld juz be single... cant reali seems to stand botherin 1 more person in my life... and esp. wen tat person cant seems to bother me either... wat the hell sia~...

thinkitsattitudeagain.butwatthehell.tisisme.i'mnotchangin.no

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Thursday, June 17, 2004

17/6

haiyo... i thk my blog kinda messed up le lehx...lolx... hmm anyway helpin 'her' do 'her' blog... hmm i cant seems to find the full song 'she' want leh... heard clips of the song..kinda nice..kenny loggins- for the first time...any1 find the link tell me can...hehe...[stil searchin...]... hmmm later got car revision again... aft tat ne...havent confirm...undecided...all fer now yea...

flyinoff.inthesearchadel

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16/6

todae's is cousin bdae...erm... but i kinda forget abt it...until my sis remind.. i so bad...he oways remember my bdae... opps... anyway slp til noon todae... den ard 3 plus left house to meet 'her'.. went wit my sis... den go 'her' hse play wif 'her' dog nohx... shortly aft xtine n shion arrive... eat dinner at her hse..slack til 9pm den went home le... tats fer the dae... hahax...nth much nohx...wen i got 'her' its jux 'her'..hmmm...lolx

letsmoveontothenextdae.adel

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Tuesday, June 15, 2004

now playin...

Another day all alone again
Someone please love me
Another game; another broken heart
Why do I do this to myself
If I could look can try to find someone
That's won't leave me lonely
But then I found I didn't need to search
Cause You were the one and You carried me
You found for my heart and You have won it
You're taking me over and I like that
I tried other love but couldn't feel it
I'm so glad You found me because

I need You so close to me
(Cause You're the)
Only one that makes my life complete
(And Lord I)
Know it took so long to see that
You're my security
You won't go away from me
(And now I)
Know that I don't ever have to worry
Cause my heart feels so very free
You're my security

You are my security (There's no denying)
You are my security

Another day; here I go again
Drive myself insane
Stop to think; how could I forget
You're with me every single day
(Now I look)
And I see the One
The only one for me
Cause I don't need to search for
A way to try to be more
I have found a love that's so secure
You found for my heart and You have won it
You're taking me over and I like that
I tried other love but couldn't feel it
I'm so glad You found me because
Other relationships confuse me
The thought of Your simple love is crazy
You make me feel like no one has before

I need You so close to me
(Cause You're the)
Only one that makes my life complete
(And Lord I)
Know it took so long to see that
You're my security
You won't go away from me
(And now I)
Know that I don't ever have to worry
Cause my heart feels so very free
You're my security
[repeat]

[RAP]

I need You so close to me
(Cause You're the)
Only one that makes my life complete
(And Lord I)
Know it took so long to see that
You're my security
You won't go away from me
(And now I)
Know that I don't ever have to worry
Cause my heart feels so very free
You're my security
[repeat]


___@|*d3*|iNg___|11:28 PM|

back hme...

yea got back home and came online... since my dad is talkin on the phone... wif granny... oh well suppose to call 'her'... well later bahx... juz got upset wif dad yest. so cant bother to talk much wif him anyway... who noes wat will he say me again... hmmm... juz now go drivin centre got tat hell instructor again... w/o him sayin rubbish i did drive beter...wat the hell... or mayb i juz aint in the rite to drive todae... i act. noe wat i muz do and didnt do it... and tis goes fer 'her' too...becoz 'she's' sick... i didnt noe til shion told me so... i called, hp was off...no1 picked up the hse phone either... den called a few more times... cant get thru...finally get thru den dunoe wat happen 'she' put down the call... aft which i didnt feel like havin anythg to do wif my hp... got call frm 'her' wen i ans... it was hung up..and i didnt call back... wats up!... argh... dunoe... and i noe was suppose to go down find 'her' mayb 'she' wanted me to go down find her... but i cant... i will if time allows, i will if i can afford to pay fer my cab fare to and fro...furthermore, sis was wif me... she noe how 'cant be bother' was i todae... definitely no good... am i the oni person to get all tis kind of mood... sometimes i wish i was all alone... all alone so tat i can dun bother abt others i care... and tat i wont think back abt y i cant be bothered... haikx... prob. think i am crazii huhx... oh well.. yes i suppose so dun try puttin me in IMH.. the doctors ther might not handle me well enuf... they prob. becum patients of IMH itself... who noes... sometimes its a miracle my sis n azreen are the ones who hav been wif me til now tat haven turn bonkers...somedae they shld get an award... hmm mayb chocolate frm me bahz... oh well..beter den nothin izint it!...and then aft all tis gotta upload pix fer sis... finally she found cable fer the digital camera... and well [to 'her'] like i say i noe sayin sori was useless... i oni said it once the time u call me... and i told u i reali dun1 my mum to get say by my dad... she helped me yest. and not juz yest. hope ya understand...sometimes dad is juz unreasonable...maybe me too.. prob. in the genes...

helpme.crappyunhappycantbebotheradel.

___@|*d3*|iNg___|9:50 PM|

i am not me...

i am not me
not todae
wats wrong
dun ask me why
tis i dunoe
i feel mixed up
totally messed
havent hav enuf slp
sometimes i wish
to slp 4ever
the bad surfaced
rite todae
selfish
cant be bothered
want to care
want not to care
cant be bothered
not to say much
is all i care
todae is
is juz a bad day

moodswayinswayinaway.dunrubmethewrongway.

___@|*d3*|iNg___|9:45 PM|

juz wake up...

hmmm juz wake up... boring... later goin drivin centre... aft tat haven plan yet... mayb she come find me ba... erm later den continue writin ba... buaiz...

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Monday, June 14, 2004

pu kcuf<--

wat the hell manx.... angry wif my bro n dad.... juz becoz my bro complain i used the comp...[coz he wann use]...complain nvm... he play ps already stil wan online wat ups...den my dad....get angry wif me juz like tat... den ask me go offline...y shld i! shit... den he started to say he wil hit me if i dun offline...say bad stuffs abt me lar...my hair oso wan to say... wat i do he oso wan to say...even my sis oso kana say... wat the fcuk is tis... sori dear... i noe u wil c tis... i sae i goin off but juz tot i needed to slash it out here... and thx fer all the sms wif me... i feel beter reali... haix i wish u were here... i can hug u and dun bother abt anything else... i miss u...even when shoppin at johor juz now... anyway i miss ya lots... and my mum helped me 'sae' my dad... hehex... hmmm dunoe wat to sae le larx...

fuckupnotsofuckupnow.idoto.

___@|*d3*|iNg___|11:31 PM|

13/06

haiya yest late late home again very tired... and somemore is last dae of work... anyway 'she' come find me again... buy dinner fer me..act. suppose to hav lunch oso but she not free...so nvm... cant bear to c her gettin bored wif me frm lunch time til 11pm oso... hmmm... 'she' came at 5plus... and wait til i off work noh... hehex... erm we r both bored anyway...but finally get to eat yogurt coz 'she' go buy...[everytime c pple eat ard suntec den i oso lazy go buy bah haha...]... well i guess i kinda mafan oso bah... hmmm y so good to me ne?... wil feel tat i dun treat u good enuf de ley.... hmmm...anyway i no longer workin so u dun hav to tk trouble and sit ther gettin bored wif me anymore... i oso happy...guess my butt alil deflated sittin fer so long bahx o_O" lolx... cya soon dear...

fedupritenow.readdenextpost.

___@|*d3*|iNg___|11:11 PM|

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Saturday, June 12, 2004

how to say ne....

a very tired dae...last nite slp late den wake up kinda early fer tat stupid enrolment fer sch classes... eeeekkk... hmmm anyway i get to meet 'her' up nohz... but wait fer 1/2hr at her hse bus stop b4 can get to c her... hmmmx... erm den didnt stay fer long coz meetin dad n siblings at town... anyway can consider we hav our 1st kiss bahx... by force ehx...lolx... :Þ ... went town awhile oni noh den went lau pa sa eat... the food huhx not very nice la... den i hungry ma so juz eat larx huhx...hmmm aft tat very full den lil sotmach upset...nowadays oways like at... duno y noh... den on way hme fell aslp in bus again...haha erm...mayb i'm slpin beauty in my last life [ wat the hell...shudup...lolx] k la juz bathe out oni...den come online type type type...haha buaibuai liaox~

crazeecraziiadeell

___@|*d3*|iNg___|10:55 PM|

over 3daes

hmm yest too home late already ah... no time write...juz ran out of bed fer my enrolment appointment fer classes...damn i nearly miss the time by 10mins... heng ahx~ lolx...its 8-10am... *phew*~ cant imagine gettin classes frm 1pm-3pm, 3pm -5pm...go home at 5pm...can die leyx.... anyway my classes is 10-12noon, 1-3pm... so better den endin at 5pm bahx...

now on 11/06, work was tiring...duno y keep feelin wan to slp larx...hmmm den my lunch break ne, a auntie workin ther c me haven had lunch [coz its nearly 2pm] so she offer to help me buy lunch... wat a nice aunty... haha... hmmm anyway really duno wat to eat at suntec sia... lucky sunday last dae work... hmmm...den nearly QQ wif 'her' ard afternoon wan...but never larx... coz we kinda 'sms' things out... lolx... y sms...coz my hp no batt le mahx... but den 'she' very sweet wor... buy me chocolate den cum down suntec find me... wat a surprise...becoz before 'she' came... i msg 'her' - : i miss you... den she reply : Er.. i bz now dun msg me... i nearly die on the spot okiex...hmmm... after awhile i sudden mood swing...everytime smethg gonna happen i'll get the swings wan... smethg bad happen... i didnt noe wat...until i saw my sis smokin in the toilet...shit manx... she promised wan k... she promised not the smoke... time has been given... she juz no determination... and sis! rem. wat i say... one more time i dun give u face le!... u heng last nite 'she' was wit us... hmmm... my mood swing like 6sense...zun wan horx... i dun like mood swings like tat...but no choice mahx... it juz come like tat... den nvm...i angry so i juz walk away frm the table we were sittin at Paulaner [duno spell rite or wrong] lolx... hmmm den sis came along den 'she' n her frens came along... wen i walked away i was like blood boilin kx... hmph.....den 'cut short'... we tk nightrider to my hse ther... den sit down awhile later go home le... so 'she' sent me home... hehex... k i tired again le~ lolx... o_O" shld go back slp bah... later meetin my best fren pass her her stuff...hmmm mayb go shoppin wit parents hahax... i wanted to meet 'her' but 'she' gotta open shop fer 'her' mum... anyway... think i better not see 'her' mum ahx...coz i think ur mum "suspect" ther's smething between us... coz i as ur "fren" like popped up of no wher... somemore tat prev. day dinner [10/06] was like a family dinner... except tat ur sis n her bf... didnt go last min n tat ur dad was tired so never go... ur mum sure weird why i tag along ba?... or mayb think abt y i wld go find u...since she now noe i stay wher...o_O" pengz... [tis ger stay so far... stil cum find my daughter..got something wrong huhx..] --> tats wat i thk larx...hmmm... dunoe dunoe...

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Thursday, June 10, 2004

I respect u...

Like u say btw every fine line lies a love or hate.
U may believe in fate n destiny.
And I may believe in romantic dates.
Juz love me & I'll love u back.
Hate me and ther's nth much to say.
There's muz be reasons.
Maybe fer reasons unknown.
I wont probe, I wont ask.
It ur decision that I'll respect.
I respect because I cant force u to love me.
Neither can I force u not to hate me.
And watever tat decision of urs will be,
I'll tk it tat u hav tot it through.
I will leave u alone to move on the path u choose.

___@|*d3*|iNg___|11:22 AM|

to whoever's upset rite now...

I believe love is always cruel to me, but the world's loving to me.
I'll always be ur follower, juz tell me wat to do so that u'll be happy.
When u cry in the silent nites, let me be ur pillow, ur starlight lighting up ur life once again. Pass ur pain to me so they cant hurt you, seein u happy means nothin can hurt me. Even if i'm faraway, my blessings will be juz by ur side, heart with u, soul and mind. All juz becoz u mean alot to me. take care and dun make me worry.

ur loveable fren, adel ... o_O" hehex

___@|*d3*|iNg___|1:49 AM|

Based on K... 's story & some of my past...

The feelins of pain...

I was left behind by a cruel some1. That's the day darkness overcome my world. Everydae aft tat say, was juz me alone facing all the pain. No one knows, no one can feel. I felt that i have grown old or mayb bored of life like tis.

I gave all i had, i did more than wat was expected. And did any1 ever know how sad i was, how angry i was. I was the saddest person in the world when u left me, i was the angriest person in the world wen u cheated me...all becoz u meant alot to me. Why do u hav to do tis?

Never say its my fault becoz in my heart i know and i'm sure i had never let u down. And u shld know very well tat i will never let u down. I cried every nite hopin for a chance back together. I want u back but will everything be the same again?...

But my last words are 'I love u' complete wit hints of hatred...
Sorry that we oni have the destiny to meet but no longer have the fate to be together...
And to conclude...i'll be ther for u be it frens or lovers, take care coz i care...

Ade note:
now now... tats how i felt in the past...2 plus/ 3 yrs back... now i oni hate tat person...reali nv wan to see tat face again..so the last paragraph dun belong to me any more~ lets juz tk it as bad luck, worst fate, worst experience in life bahx...becoz some1 better will come along each time... juz like who i hav now...[she's the one]...as long as u are willin to move on...life will be better... and of coz...aft bein cheated, ditched or watever...we tend to become cruel ourselves..lookin fer revenge...but think again...why hurt others wen u noe tat the pain is unbearable urself...y not make the world a better place to be... dun be selfish!...

-->and K... if u see tis... get mad at me, scream or watever...but i'm stil goin to say wat i have to say! revenge never ends! and in the end... its u who will get hurt all over again... juz like me... i nv wan to see another person in the path i once taken...


___@|*d3*|iNg___|1:24 AM|

jacket..

todae....hmmm now over midnite so it shld be yest...hehex... she bought me a jacket juz becoz i was workin...and i told her it was rainin and tat i didnt have any jacket wit me...she was afraid i did freeze to death ba...lolx...hmm... but thinkin abt our hugs stil manage to keep me warm til she arrives...wat more can i ask fer huhx... but Thx dear...hehe... dun say thx oso canot wor...feel uneasy...hmmm...I've got a new jacket frm her n its kinda similiar to the Zara one she had...hehe :P

___@|*d3*|iNg___|1:13 AM|

Love...

Love's oni a line away from hatred.
Love's unfair. Love's blind.
Love has no sense of direction jus like I.
Love can make u do things u wont do for some1 not special.
And becoz I love you, I do the things I do.
Love taught me:
how to trust,
how to share,
how to care,
how to give and
how to lust .:.
So pls dun break my love.
I'm afraid of crossing the line to hatred.
That's wat I'll never wish for.
That's wher I'll never want to be.
Love's a feelin I have for you.
So unique, so divine, yet so unexplainable

___@|*d3*|iNg___|1:06 AM|

New World

The previous door closes its back on me.
A new door opened, awaitin for me.
Light shone out of it attracts me.
I walked into the door and saw a new world before my eyes.
I walked around still unsure of what awaits me.
And then I saw you.
In the new world its only you and me.
Its you who made this new world the nicest place to be.
And in this world of you and me, I'll learn how to love you,care for you and be there for you...all because I believe you will do the same too.
If someone were to ask me about this new world of mine, I will say
:"Its the nicest place to live in because I've got her With me." :)

___@|*d3*|iNg___|12:57 AM|

_________Losin My Way The Last Time_________

Tuesday, June 08, 2004

If...

If u were a drop of water in my sea...
You'll be the drop i wanna keep...
I'll keep u forever in my sea...
I dun mind any life i live...
As long as i have u in my sea...
And even if my sea dries up...
I'll make sure u're the last drop to leave...
If u get evaporated by the heat of the sun...
I'll becum the sand at the bottom of my sea...
Wanting to be the first grain of sand...
To be blown away by the wind...
To bring me to heaven to look fer u...

___@|*d3*|iNg___|9:03 PM|

hmmm...

she yest. go find me at suntec...while i do my work...somemore we 2 talk til late last nite... so i almost slp at work...damn tirin can... and my dark circles comin out le! last time i dun hav dark circles wan lehx~ sobsob~ hmmmmm but she accompany me 3hrs den somemore send me home so nice horx...lolx.. and our first hugs...hmmmx :P

___@|*d3*|iNg___|1:27 PM|

_________Losin My Way The Last Time_________

Saturday, May 15, 2004

touched~

though he wasnt some1 i seen b4~
though we oni met online~
he was all nice n all tat~
he actually set up a webbie juz fer me~
a pix a drew of me n him~
wif our names written down too~
...

___@|*d3*|iNg___|1:55 AM|

_________Losin My Way The Last Time_________

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---->*Break It Out*<-----

Name: adeline

Bdae: 16Aug

Nicks: adel,ade,juan, meowmeow

Skool: bukit panjang pri, fajar sec, ngee ann poly

Fridae Proile: *4d3L*

Pix:




-------->*Favatos~!!*<--------

Food: mum's thai pineapple rice

Drinks: ice lemon tea

Pastimes: movies, slackin wit frens, being wit her

Blah blah: wanna noe more ma..find out urself bahx




-------->#Hatos~!!#<---------

People: snobs, liars, pple whom faces i cant stand...

Things: durians! eeeKKK!

blah blah: hmmmm lets see wat gets into tis list...

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